static and XM radio

There are some days that I think I'm really in tune with what God has going on.
Then...there are other days.

Today was an other day.
hmph.

I was sitting in my car at a stop light and the radio faded out, and went to that fuzzy static sound where you can only hear bits and pieces of the song you were just singing aloud to. And then it starts breaking into bits and pieces of a different song, or DJ talking. And then if you're lucky, you get all three at once; the song you were jamming to, the fuzzy static, and another station starting to come in....perhaps not so lucky.

I think sometimes my faith is like this. Like I'm really getting into the song God's got playing, and then enters the static. And I'm sitting there going WHAAAT. Sometimes I already know the song and can finish it out regardless of the static. Other times the static takes over, and then I get distracted by the "other voice" and it gets more and more difficult to decipher which song was the one you were actually listening to. These times are alot more frustrating.

So as I was sitting at the stop light and the radio started fading out I inched forward. From past experience I know that sometimes its just a matter of inching forward a bit to catch those radio waves a little better. Leaning in and listening a bit harder.

Today i inched forward and all i got was more static.

I hear XM radio is nice. No static, more stations, endless listening options.
I wonder if my faith will ever become like XM radio.