closed doors and open windows.

So far 2009 has been full of unexpecited opportunities. I spent most of January sifting through the endless sands of opportunity and thought I had it all figured out, only for something to change...and have to start all over again.

Its been an awkward stage in life. When I run into old friends or family and am faced with the question what are you up to these days? Its a tricky question to answer, and the answer today may be vastly different then the one you'd get tomorrow. I'm very much not wishing this chapter in life to come to a close, just noting its vast differences from the previous chapters.

And now as February comes to a close and I thought I finally was getting a handle on it all.... a whole new wave of possibilites comes in and I'm left to sort through them. As the tide goes out with all the possibilites not grasped, I have mixed emotions....and secretly hope some of them reappear down the road.